October is here..again :)

I love the fall, even in Florida. I love everything Halloween and would be ok if it was Halloween every day. For whatever reason, this October and this Halloween is just off. I think it might just be my overall mood about life but its really bumming me out that I’m not more excited about Halloween.

Life is a bit overwhelming at the moment and I have big decisions looming ahead. I hate making decisions…big, small or otherwise. I wish I could just go through life letting things happen how they happen, but alas, I must actually be an adult. Boo!

In other news I have lost a total of 25lbs. I’m pretty excited about it but I still have a long way to go. Still procrastinating on going to the gym. So my goal is to get in there and make it a habit to go. I know that the pounds will shed once I actually commit to it. No more excuses!! lol! I have also decided to give myself a reward system of tattoos. I am going to get something small, perhaps this weekend, for my 25lb marker and then will get something a little bigger for losing 50lbs. I am thinking I’ll get the shoulder/upper back tattoo that I’ve wanted, for, forever. 75lb marker, I’ll be getting a chest tattoo and maybe my dermals. On my 100lb marker, I’ll be getting my half sleeve and at 125lbs (yes, I’m completely serious on losing this much weight) I’ll get my side done.

School is also high on my priority list and I hope to get everything squared away to start taking some classes in the spring.

The time to take control of my life, do what I want and really live for myself is here. It’ll continue to be a hard journey, with tough decisions but I know I’ll be looking back next year in a completely different place, with a new outlook and I am determined for it to be better.

Anything can be.

xo, Brittney